LUCIUS I am so excited with the news that Nancy just told me.
But I am feeling upset a bit because I can't even see him and I feel nervous too.
I do not even know if I knew him before.
"Candida?" His voice is somewhat familiar and he calls me by that name.
Then perhaps Candida is my original and real name after all...
"Yes?" I replied.
Then the conversation started.
He introduces himself as my boyfriend named Lucius.
He is searching for me for four months now from Brooklyn and around the whole New York City until he comes across here at New Jersey and has seen the posters of those missing persons.
So he claims to be my boyfriend but what proof does he have? But why is he searching for me from four months already when I was taken in this hospital three months ago? "Do you have some proof? Or are you just playing with me because I'm blind and have no memory of my past?" I asked with some angry and curious emotion.
"I will not do that kind of horrible things to you.
Of course I have proof.
Here are our very own scrapbook and photo albums," he said.
Then I heard Dr.
Richard Weiss.
He introduced himself to Lucius.
"Okay, let me see what you have in here" I believe Lucius handed him over the things that he brought as his proof that he really knows me...
But I'm feeling a bit scared or terrified and of course excited and very curious of what those pictures look like.
Do I really know this guy? Is he really what he said he is? But his voice, and the way he speaks, it sounded familiar like I've known this guy for so long...
"Candida" - - I guess the doctor is done observing the pictures.
"This guy, he really does know you.
You have a picture with him in every pages and you also have solo shots.
Candida, I think it's true that he is your boyfriend.
Always remember mind and heart can be the wishes expressed...
The wishes expressed and instinct are linked to all moments...
The body has its memories of the spirit but different...
But it is true also that the body remembers, as well...
and is to why we evolve genetically.
I am so shocked, I - - I don't know what to say.
I'm so happy that someone finally came for me and it's true what the doctor had just said.
I might lose my memory but a part of me says, "yes you know him".
"Is it really true doctor? Are you sure?" I asked with enthusiasm.
"Yes Candida, it's true.
I'm so happy for you.
" I cried with joy that finally my prayers and hopes have been answered at last! After knowing the truth, Dr.
Richard gave us time to talk and to know more about myself.
I feel so comfortable around him and he makes me feel safe.
Now that someone has finally found me, it's time to say goodbye to these wonderful people.
It's so hard to say goodbye to them especially when I have already become closer to them like their own family.
"Goodbye everyone!", and then we left to Queens where he lives...